“Onan, fuck me... please!” I breathed... my body couldn’t take it... It felt like my body was sprung tight and was so close to cumming... “Ah ...h ah,” he said, “I want to see you cum. I want to feel that pussy cum on my hand when I finger you. U mochen kopwe wesen nganangan” As he said this, he pushed me down onto my back in the backseat and told me that if I really was a virgin, he wanted to be the first one to taste my pussy. The first one to make me cum from his hands and mouth... I was. There was also a sand pit with a volleyball net stretched across. We arrived around 12:30 and found the party already in full swing. I had hitched a ride with Angela, the Admiral's daughter, because we just drove straight through the gate. Everyone else had to stop and sign in. I was in the back seat and my best friend at the time was a fellow named Gary, sitting in the front seat with Angela. For some odd reason, she had been hanging out with Gary and I, sophomores, more and more as the school. Now there are soft transitions where the speaker may feel a slight pressure before or as or after the transition occur. Then there are hard transitions that are very painful. Transitions being neurological in nature can also trigger panic attacks like PTSD. For me, the panic attacks are a problem. Panic attacks trigger the fight or flight response. When I’m afraid of something I kill it. If it’s dead it can’t hurt me. So during a panic attack anything I interpret as aggressive is a direct and. On the way out I paid for the doctor visit which seemed to surprise Roberta.Just as we reached the rear of the truck Roberta stopped and pulled me into a hug and laid a kiss on me that would have revived a zombie. I was caught completely off guard. Once in the truck she babbled for about five minutes then settled down and explained to me that she had never been happier in her life, and that she hoped the coming of the baby would not change things. I said "Roberta, the baby will change things.