I would have wanted to walk up my path with dignity, but I was upset and wearing only my underwear outdoors, so I ran instead.The refrigerator contain...d solace, which I poured into a large glass. Kicking my heels off into the corner I slumped onto a chair at the kitchen table, illuminated only by the small lamp on the extractor fan hood. Taking a deep draught of wine, I thought about the bizarre end to the night. The subterfuge of the occasion was no doubt exciting; I would have preferred just. "Fuck me." She said softly.I had always wanted to make love to my wife outside. But as Cindy refused to come up to the cabin previously, we'd never managed to do it, though it had been something I had always wanted to do with her. And though the possibility of anyone seeing us was practically nil, unless someone was actually sitting on some hillside a ways away using a pair of binoculars to spy on us, odds were no one ever would. Even so, the thought of finally fucking my beautiful wife outside. I rub myself and push my fingers inside, as far as I can manage, and it feels good but I want more, jesus, more. My own scent is wafting up to me and my own breathing is taking me over and my own wet sounds are pleasing me. But I’m not there, and I stop and slowly open my eyes, just unfocused on the middle distance somewhere, thinking, wondering will I always have this yearning. And then I see your eyes, looking back at me, from the top of a row of books about five feet away. We are both. It was only 8:00 AM. I got up, peeling myself from my sister's embrace. I went into the bathroom and got ready to go shopping with my mother. When I returned to my bedroom, my sexy sister was just rising from her slumber. She stretched lithely, like a cat awaking from a nap. I had a hard time trying to stay calm and not attack her as she woke her nude body from her nightly slumber. I quickly dressed and went downstairs so that I could calm down. However, my sister had left my room before I.