"Get to it. You don't have enough time for the whole house today, but you'll at least get the floor done before Dennis gets home," she said, sounding ... little annoyed. I got down on my hands and knees and started wiping the floor. Marianne stood over me, and I sensed her leg raise. Her shoe pressed into the back of my head and pushed my face to the floor. "Clean it right." I tried to look at her face, but I wanted to lick the floor. I wanted to obey her. She. "O.K. look I've said I forgive you, can we please drop the subject?" wasLinda's reply.She continued, "I think we've got more important things to discuss." I suppose you're right." So what are they offering?" Linda queried."Well, I get a lump sum of ?30,000 and get thrown out at the end of themonth," was Christopher's reply."That at least gives us a stopgap until you find another job," said Lindabeginning to sound a bit more optimistic."I am not going to get another job, not with the salary I've. And I like dick better than push.Everything became so naturally so.I don't project myself on the girl in that painting.Because I'm already a woman.A woman with the body of a 40-year-old man.If I were to undergo a transsexual operation now, I would look like this.It's all gone now.My fantasy?It's actually nothing.I'm sorry to let you down.I once wanted to be a porn star.I wanted to be a lover of all the men in the world.I once imagined men with big heavy dick in their hands lined up to have sex. Lekin yah story jhuthi nahi hai. Main bachpan se hi galat dosto ki sangat mai raha hun to tabhi se mujhe bhi sex ke bare mai jyada dilchaspi rahne lagi thi or mujhe har time bus sex, sex, sex or charo taraf sex hi dikhta tha or main school time mai apni teachers ko dekhkar muthh marta tha.Phir jaise jaise time nikala meri sex karne ki ichha or badhti gayi or meri cousin jiski umra us samay 20 thi aur bra size 32 aur penty 34..Uska koi real bro nahi tha aur apne gar ma akeli thi aur mmy aur papa.