You slide it off your shoulders and it drops to the floor giving me an unobstructed view of your perfect body. I release my grip from your hair and pu...l my hand around so I am cupping your cheek. I regain eye contact with you and say “Pick up your collar and get down on your knees.” You reach back to the table, grab it, and then slowly drop to your knees in front of me. I extend my arm and you hand me your collar then with your hands at your sides you lower your head so I can fasten it on you.. ’ ‘Alexis, I’m not like that. I’d rather be with you feeling your hands on me than to have sex with her,’ he countered. She heard him but didn’t seem to understand saying, ‘But you’re a male and you need to feel yourself inside a female when you ejaculate.’ He laughed at the simple undeniable truth in her words. Surely it was a powerful sexual need in males but sometimes there is more to it than basic needs. ‘Ideally yes but if the one we care about is unable for one reason or another, we. Mene mood bana liya aaj to ise chodna hi hoga. par wo meri padosan hai kuch bhi karo nahi manegi or mere ghar me bata degi. tabhi mujhe idea aaya or mene car me padi hui neend ki goli pani ki bottle mein mila di chupke se. phir ghar jate hue mene shortcut hai bol kar ek khule maidan se ja raha tha jahan dur dur tak kuch nahi tha. tabhi barish chalu ho gayi aur me aur jyada horny ho gya.Ab mujhse raha nahi gaya or mene car rok di. Rakhi pehle se hi bahut neend me thi. (pani me neend ki goli. To tell the truth, I think we over emphasized the sex, and under rated the need for intimacy and understanding between us. The former got routine, and the latter was inadequate to sustain things. We lasted eight years, and figured that was all it was supposed to last. We parted friends, but she moved to the west coast and we haven’t talked for almost two years.”There were other, deeper, reasons for our break up, but that statement about summed up my marital life from age twenty-two to.