I’m not ready.’ Still standing there in front of her, still and quiet, his blue eyes boring into hers, she felt him gather and gain control over h...mself, and then watched as he stood back, letting go of her sweater, and turning to the fridge behind him, where he leaned his head against his arms, face buried, his wide shoulders hunched. A quiet apology escaped her lips, ‘I’m sorry……’ Muffled by his arms, ‘No sweetheart, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to come on so strong.’ Turning his face towards. “Billy, you will have many women besides your mother in your life, but I doubt that you’ll never find a better pussy to fuck than hers “pointing to the slit by Betty. “See, I just want to make sure you’re capable of appreciate the vagina that your mother offers you...”Billy loved hearing his dad talk about mom like that.“Yes sir ... I’m sure I’ll never find a pussy to fuck better than mom’s ... and I think her boobs are great from suck”.Ray got up from his chair and stroked first a tit and then. It was that moment that a great struck me, if I can control things my body does, who’s to say that I can’t turn off pain?I sucked in a quick breath and let myself shift into my spectral form. Thankfully, my pain was physical and stayed with my body, leaving my mind to explore this new idea.As I phased into my head, I saw the familiarly blazing fast thoughts and signals speeding through my head and made my way into the command center.As I looked through the area that contained nerves directly. I hated letting him down and breaking our plans, I loved to look after him with dinner because of the reward I’d get from him for dessert. I looked at the clock, ten past two, and I still had six full files to work on. On top of that I had just received an email from Jack McCarthy, the man in charge of the man in charge at my company. I was filled with dread even before I opened the email, and even more so after I’d read it. He wanted to meet with me at three o clock. Jack McCarthy was a sort.