I moaned, my eyes clenching tighter. "Shhh, my beautiful, you're in my arms, you're safe." He pushed a little deeper slowly, and suddenly I felt him p...ircing through my hymen, and the pain seared through me. I cried out, involentarily, and he held me and kissed me more. When tears began to fall down my face, he kissed them away, telling me it'll stop soon, I'll be okay. And it did. As soon as my body got accustomed to the huge member finding a home inside my fragile body, it no longer hurt,. This was driving me crazy, but I didn't know what to do. One night when my Dad was out of town on business, Lin had fixed us dinner and was sitting on the couch with me watching a movie. She had been drinking some wine and I could tell she was a little tipsy. She put the wine glass down and turned towards me. “Will, I need to tell you something,” she said. “Do you know how your father and I met?” This was new because we really never talked all that much because of the sexual tension. . We tightly hugged each other and rolled here and there. While rolling, I pressed her ass harder against her moans and it’s like a bun… I removed her bra and threw that away and sucked her nipples and it’s sweet… sweet. Wow I moved down and kissed her hips and pressed it softly, sucked her hips. I removed her panties and my pant. I scratched my cock over her cunt. Her moans got doubled… It’s like ooowww. Uuuummm nnnoo Raaajjj. Kisses, sucking, licking are continues for 10 minutes. Finally I take. But then, how then is she still standing and breathing?If I didn’t kill her at the farm did I end someone else’s life?No. It was Susan. I know it.I killed her with a knife.And then it hits me. Perhaps this is the true power of Hell; its ultimate torture. Maybe I’m doomed to kill or be killed only to come back to life and relive this torment over and over again? My resilience in surviving might be used against me. Maybe this blessing, this longing for life, will become my final curse as living.