Now that I could see her face, her hair, her lips, her gentle breathing on the bed before me, I realized once and for all that no matter how sexy Step...anie had been, Charlotte was worth passing her up for.I was suddenly terrified of being so close to her, of the feelings that were racing through me just sitting next to her, close enough to reach out and touch her. I was terrified, but at the same time, I was ecstatic. She was so beautiful it made me ache. Everything inside me felt gooey and. He did kind of say that, but again, he didn’t talk much about her except to emphasize that she blew it with him.” Ava nodded her understanding.“Blake?” said Ava.“Yes, I will talk to Marian at some point too, but he’s kind of down on her. So, I don’t hold out much hope for anything there,” he said.“Any hope at all is better than no hope,” said Ava. Her husband shook his head.“Yes, exactly, better than no hope, but in this case damn little better!” he said.Well I suppose it was now, sooner rather. Focus, there are women who need to be freed from this ass.’ She closed her eyes and nodded, there were more important things to take care of right now.Preston-Emily was pleasantly surprised to find that the first two of his external women were not actually very tweaked.“Oh my god, that’s why I was always reaching out to you with deals? I thought, I had an obsessive crush, I thought I was coming here to cheat on my husband.” A woman in a smart business suit sat across from Preston-Emily. Worst of all, the obvious delight Julie was enjoying from her descent into prostitution was making my own wife green-eyed with envy in a way I had seldom seen before. I knew the two girls had discussed it many times and, although I had no reason to believe Alice had actually taken any more steps down that road, she was most definitely attracted by the idea.Of course, she had denied it every time the subject had come up, but we had been married far too long for me not to read the powerful.