Once we were done I asked her if she let every guy fuck her without a condom. “I hate condoms. Never used one before and I never will use one.” Sh... told me. Sexiest thing I had ever heard“How many guys do you fuck on average?” I asked her.“On days I don’t strip, probably about 20. Days I’m at the club, probably about 10 at the club and 3 or 4 here.” She told me as she pulled out a little bottle and sprinkled it on the coffee table. She snorted the coke and told me she loved me. I told her I. I was always doing something wrong in her eyes, even when I was doing everything right. I got into fights constantly and developed a reputation as someone who was distant and not to be messed with. Never once did my mom ask why I had been in the fights or why I did what I did. I did everything I did for her. I never got into fights over petty things, but when someone made a pass at my mom, they regretted it. Cutting was my way of escaping the pain of knowing that all I was, was a reminder to my. Es baar yaya ye tha ki main apne ek dost anwar ko bhi saath le kar gaya tha kyonki anwar ne jab apni ammi ko mujhse chudwaaya tha to maine waada kiya tha ki tujhe bhi ek badiya bhosdi dilaaunga aur wo waada poora karne hi main bua ke ghar gaya tha aur mujhe dekh kar bua bahut khus ho gayi thi fufa ji har baar ki taraah bahar gaye hue the aur unka ladka mumbai me job karta tha maine naasta wagera karne ke baad jab anwar nahaane gaya to uske baare me bataaya to bua ji bhadak utthi aur boli tumne. It was really fun showing off in front of the whole class, and I was good at it. I came every time, even though we only had five minutes. My classmates were really talented with their fingers and tongues.The only drawback was Missy's reaction. She was shocked and still wasn't talking to me. I was sad to lose a friend, but I certainly wasn't going to miss out on any of my Program experiences. That's why I was surprised to hear an announcement come over the PA, "Chastity Smith, come to.