Back to work... Neither of us expected that Olivia would have actually woken up from her orgasm induced paralysis. As I lined up with her pussy and Sa... pulled out the tissue, Olivia looked over her back at me."Oh my GOD," she screamed out.I expected that this was it; I was going to get sent to jail now. Her fingers flew to her pussy to shove them inside her. I saw a tiny bit of blood and a big blob of semen.Olivia looked at me, my dick, Sam and then back at her fingers before saying, "It was. In other news I let Todfuck my ass last night it felt so good he was so gentle I should havedone it sooner. Tod is coming over tonight I think I might just give hima blow job sounds like fun.2-10-2009Cindy has given me some new pills to take to deal with all my inner painand also some new tapes she is so amazing I have started calling her momshe seems to like it. Tod and I are great sex almost every night Crazyto think that I once was a homophobe I blame my parents. Now I have torun. She went to the beach with me and looked incredible in her hot pink and black bikini. But there was no spark of interest from her to be with me. It was just something to do on a day off for her. I never even made a pass at her, and we never did anything together again. I was a high school graduate, eighteen years old, working for minimum wage in a factory stacking boxes. I had a crappy old car and could barely afford to drive it. And I still lived at home with my parents. It had been over a. I mean, engineers are supposed to be rational people, not the kind that believe in things like ghosts. God, next I'll be consulting a Ouija board!"I turned around so I could embrace her. "Beth, just because something can't be explained rationally doesn't mean you're crazy." I know, it's just that things like that scare me. The world's supposed to be a sane, rational place!"It is? When did that happen?"Beth, if the world was as sane and rational as you'd like would we be together like this? I.