While slowing for a stop light, she wondered what might have been if she hadn't been so despondent that day after saying good bye to Kevin. What if, i...stead of going directly to her bedroom and crying until Kyle arrived home from school, she had remembered what lay in the bathroom wastebasket? Would it have made a difference? But feeling as she did about the baby inside of her, would it, could it, have really ended any differently?She remembered fixing dinner and then making the excuse of not. Next the doctor measured my waist and hips, then asked me to pull my sweats and underwear down a bit so he could continue the exam. I was a bit embarrassed with Nurse Leigh in the room, but I noticed she'd kept her back turned most of the time, and she seemed to be busy working with something on the counter. The doctor continued taking measurements with a couple pieces of equipment, even going to far as to record the size and mass of my testicles. The next part of the exam was a little strange,. “God yes... I know I'm soaked,” she said, holding her hands on her cheeks. “I am a strong, independent, woman...but...when you told me to pull my panties down, I almost came.”“Oh? You liked that huh?”“Yes. I have no idea why. I'm a wife, a loving mother of two kids and I'm just now discovering this...naughty side of me. Nick was good looking and I did enjoy seeing the reaction on both of your faces but it wasn't really him that was getting to me. He was good-looking enough, if a bit of a goof,. " When was this?" she asked."About a week ago. I didn't ask for a special meeting because I thought I could handle it. Even if they made me they wouldn't want to rush into anything." Anything? You mean like killing you?" She expressed considerable displeasure in those six words."This is a good thing. It tells us whoever he's working with isn't in the Department." You're good. You can do whatever the hell you want and make it sound like a well-thought-out plan."I kept the dreamy look on my face.