We stood opposite each other in the porch gazing at each other and smiling. The feeling was contentment with a hint of lust.“I’d invite you in,”...she said, “but the place is even more of a pig-sty than usual with everyone packing to leave.”I risked taking her hand, after all, she’d taken mine in the taxi. “Shall we do this again?” I asked.“We don’t need to do an up-market restaurant every time,” she said, smiling into my eyes, “though I’m very grateful we did tonight. We could spend time. Just don't try to get me to do stuff you already know I don't want to. If I say 'No", it means 'No', okay?" I know that now. I can't believe how stupid I was before. I got so excited about what I wanted that I didn't think about you. If you'd treated me that way I would've gotten really angry at you. You were very patient and kind, as usual."Actually I was running out of patience by now. Donna willingness to let me play with her was arousing me and I wanted to suck her nipples. I said, "Donna,. If you stay in touch with her, she'll come around. The problem is, if she does come around, will the two of you make it this time, or will the same thing happen like the last time?" You're right. I've been thinking about that too. Right now, standing here, I think I could be faithful, but I don't know how I'd feel if I got a chance to bang another girl. I don't think that I'm the type of guy who can ever be faithful for a long time." Maybe Carla has the same problem. She seems to enjoy a little. I had told Jess and her brother as well as their parents that my door was always open to them whenever they were in the city. My brother and his wife had moved their family to a small town around seventy miles from the city ten years ago when their k**s were starting to get older. They did it to keep them from bad influences and give them a good quality of life. I greatly respected what they did because they continued to work in the city and had to deal with a long commute in order to protect.