I went over to one of the local clubs I belonged to and tried to get my thoughts together. God, I couldn't believe it. Why would she do such a thing? ...here do I go from here? I know I have to listen to what she has to say but I knew I wouldn't be the same, no matter what she said. I remember reading about two women making it and how erotic it was. Well, I'm here to tell you that catching your wife with another woman is not erotic. It's sad and really hurts.I went home about three hours later.. She suddenly felt very lonely.“I have a confession to make.” It was out of her mouth before she realized it.“What?” asked Bobby.She had been about to blurt out her plan ... to tell him how she’d tried to destroy him. Her heart seized in her chest as she thought of being left alone in her cold house, no longer welcome anywhere in this town.“Nothing,” she said.“You sure?” he asked.She thought frantically for something to say. “Your mother is nicer than I thought,” she said.“Thank you,” he. “You can’t stay here forever, kiddo,” I replied.“Dag, I can’t. I won’t say goodbye.” I could see tears in her eyes and I could feel them building again in my own. Billie’s visit had brought the reality of my situation home for both of us. That beeping machine next to me was a constant reminder that my life was holding on by a thread. Even the little conversation I’d had in the past few minutes was tiring.“I’m not asking you to say good-bye, Riley,” I said. She fell on me—gently—and hugged me as. "They both laugh at this description."That's right, The others would not even let him cook when we were in St. Louis." Saul remembers he trip from a few weeks ago. "I sympathize, my love." he waves us over to the table."Are you going to tell us what you have been up to?" Asks Nimrod with his usual professional tone."What do you mean?" My smile is one of innocence itself."We have had visitors of late." Saul smirks, cutting into Nimrods surprising statement.I say, "All I did was take the girls.