"Hi darling, I see you have met Gio...he has been with me for a couple ofyears looking after my house and garden." But I saw the look between themand ... immediately thought there was something more than that. Seumasslipped on to the lounger beside me and said: "He is a real gem but Iwant to be honest with you, we were lovers before I met you. He is a bittoo masculine for me and when I first saw you I knew it was a feminineboy I really liked, perhaps a sissy, if you know what that means? By. 30pm. It was a mild evening weather wise. Vik was wearing his usual work attire which was a shirt, trousers, V-neck jumper and shoes. I was wearing a long vest top which came to my upper thighs and a silk floral robe over it. I sat on the sofa opposite to him. We had a cuppa, biscuits and chatted over various topics centred around this. Vik was listening in with purpose and it felt like he was a sponge trying to understand as much as he could. After about 40 minutes of chatting Vik asked me. I couldteach you some of the ballet stuff that I learned and we could evenshare outfits! You have such pretty dresses, I'll be they're feel sonice when you're wearing them."Timmy rolled his eyes and politely thanked Suzie."Thanks, Suzie, but I don't want to be a girl." Okay, but let me know if you change your mind!"Day after day, it was the same routine for me and Timmy, go to school,come home, put on a pretty dress and underwear, do our homework, andhelp with dinner and cleaning up. I tried to. I even waved cheerfully at the spots where I knew they were, or at the cameras. I felt buoyed, and filled with new energy. I knew what I was going to do. I was going to build a gate, and go visit my homeworld!The feeling of tightness in my chest, and the gloom that had been on me for the past few weeks, seemed to melt away as I finished my run. I actually felt much better. I hadn't known I was affecting myself to this degree, with my worries. I would have to keep a closer watch over my feelings.