"I grinned. "You could ask, but that's what I'm prepared to give right now. And I think we should change the subject before Tami throws her neck out."...Tami had been doing the ping pong thing as she looked at her father, then me, then back again."That was an exciting game last year. I was glad I came. Going to be just as good this year?" Most of the sportswriters have picked us to win."He smiled again. "These the same sportswriters who said you didn't have a prayer last year?"I shrugged, then. Just delicious.It was true. Whether Jonelle had put on a few pounds, or Laura was just seeing her with new eyes, Laura couldn't tell. She certainly did not wear revealing clothes. But Laura now detected a modest swelling under Jonelle's dress, suggesting that she wasn't as thin as previously supposed, that she might have small, very small breasts after all. And one day she wore a floral dress with a lace collar and very tight waist that showed she really did have a figure. She just usually took. If he finds out about my blackmail plan especially, my whole "nice girlfriend" plan will be ruined and then some, and then where will I be? Without a steady supply of quality fucking, that's where!I mean, it's not like there aren't other guys, and no one can expect me to be loyal to just one man, even if it's Alan. But why are so many guys in this school such utter losers in bed? Fucking them gets so routine, and about the only plus to it is it's better than no fucking at all. Five minutes and. I always wanted you to be the first that I have make love to.”I paused him there “Jacob for years I have been wanting to tell you how I felt as well, but never found the courage, I was to scared to tell you in case you never felt the same, I have loved you for so long Jacob I love you so much, and I have longed for you... I have always wanted you to be my first as well... But with the amount of girls you have been with I would have thought you would have already had sex with them?”“Angie I.