They kept the conversation light, Beth was friendly but not more, James enjoyed himself. All too soon it was over. Jenni, Beth and Marty thanked James...for the meal. Jenni told him to keep in touch, that if he wanted to try some real sailing, he was welcome to join her and Marty on Reminder in the new season as a third hand. He smiled and told them he'd think about it – it was certainly a good idea, though he added,"I think sailing a dinghy is quite real enough – you've got it pretty comfortable. ’ I stared at him slack-jawed. Me? Violated? I immediately thought of Beth. She was violated too. Her father violated her. It had broken her. It had fried her brain. All because of a series of actions described by one word. ‘Rape?’ ‘Is that what you think it was?’ Jim asked. I stared blankly. Not thinking. ‘Yeah. she … she … raped me.’ ***** The first day I took a walk in my new neighborhood, I shuddered when I saw the flyer. The flyer had my mugshot on it from 10 years prior. ‘Keep this. Jab bhi bhabhi aur main ghar main akele hote hain to main hamesha unki gaand ko shalwar ke upar se dekhta rehta tha kai baar bhabhi mujhe dekh leti to main apni nazrain hata leta bhabhi bhi apne jism ko brabar chupati rehti thi doptta se un ke gale ka koi hissa nahi dikhta tha shalwar par se kamiz hat jaye to foran sabhalti thi bahut ghamandi bhi hai kiyuki unko apni jawani par naaz hai Main ne bhi faisla kiya hai ke ekna ek din to bhabhi ko chodkar raho ga ek din bhabhi so rahi thi.maine dekha. I was really scared she was going to say something about my naughty night peep show with her husband but she acted the same as usual. “Lily honey, your mom said that you would be able to help me this afternoon. I'd be very grateful if you could sort through the boxes of jumble in my garage for me and arrange it into piles of things to throw away and things to keep for the church bazaar. Could you do that for me?” Oh awkward, it was ok seeing them around after my little peep shows but I wasn't.