Like viscerally sexual. I felt like... I dunno, a grown-up I guess? A real person for once. A person who could throw a punch, and hurt somebody and be...OK with that. It made me want to fuck and eat a cheeseburger in no particular order.Anyway since then Ethan has been looking a little.. I dunno man-boy to me. The shit I used to think was confidence now seems like lazyness, his bravado seems like dim-wittedness. I know he hasn't changed. It's the same him, the same shit, but I'm different now. It. Suddenly he made me do something I never expected I’ll do in a theatre.. He opened his zip and pushed my mouth on his cock. I said, “What the fuck? Are u crazy, DUDE??” But he said, “Don’t Worry, You think I want to get u into trouble?”I knew he’s really smart and will take proper care that we didn’t get caught. So I obeyed and took his thing in my mouth, it was totally sticky with precum. I was sucking a cock for the first time in my life, but I wanted to give my best effort. So I kept playing. The two white guys want their turns, so they switch out. Before they start to fuck me they make sure to show the camera my freshly fucked holes. They both take turns running their tongues up and down my pussy, making it real nice and juicy. They decide to pick me up. I put my arms around the taller one while he gets his cock inside my pussy. The other white guy comes and takes my ass from behind. I bounce up and down on both their cocks. My mouth is open wide, moaning in pleasure. They kiss my. Istarted to lick my cum and continued to grind on the dildo. I licked myhand clean while still watching the video, savouring every drop. Then asthe action on the screen slowed down I started to feel a bit odd, likecoming out of a dream. I was feeling a mixture of guilt and exhaustionand eased the dildo out of my ass. The feeling as it popped out made meshiver with pleasure. I stood a bit shakily and made my way upstairs. I washed and dried myhands and cock and tucked my cock back in my panties,.