She looked 100% female. Gillian comparednotes with two other novices who agreed that they might get togetheragain sometime and exchanged phone numbers...After a light lunch at the salad bar, Gillian had another session withPat trying a lot of different outfits ranging from a ball gown to a paleblue trouser suit. Gillian loved the cut of the suit which was sodifferent from her usual men's suits. Eventually, it was time to headhome and Mary agreed that they would buy the corselet with forms. ‘But you’re my nerd.’ I relaxed and just went with the flow for the rest of the meal. This felt like make-up romance. I developed the proper attitude and everything fell into place. It was a lovely respite. I knew we would have to talk about our biggest obstacle very soon. I brought it up after dessert. ‘Can we go someplace to talk? I have a pretty good idea what’s been making me crazy and I need to talk about it.’ Again his smile went missing. He drove toward center city. His car was. Once someone betrays my trust I can longer continueto trust them in the future. Once someone breaks my heart I usuallyleave them but this is different, we're married, for now, and I didtake a vow for better or worse and I won't betray our vows as you have.I do love you but right now I am angry, hurt, and embarrassed. You'vemade me feel inadequate as a wife, and let strangers outside ourmarriage know this as well. Your betrayal has broken my heart and I canhardly stand to be with you right now.. I looked around and seen an empty wine bottle and glass on the cabinet on my right and when I turned to my left I realised I wasnt alone in the bed and I was also naked!!’, I still had no idea where I was until Suzanne woke up and turned her head on the pillow and smiled ‘Good morning Marcus, hungover are we?’ and I said ‘yeah a little…what the hell happened last night and how am I in your bed….?’ and Suzanne said ‘You were very very drunk Marcus.