As strange as it may seem, the reason I pushed you away so much while I was having the affair, was because I did still care about you. I found it too ...ard to look you in the eye when I was betraying you with Alan. The only way I could deal with my guilt was by avoiding you as much as possible. Every time you looked at me or touched me, it reminded me that I was lying to you."Anne brayed a sardonic laugh."Maybe if I hadn't cared about you, it would have been possible for me to live a double life. Yet his eyes were invariably drawn backto Sam, who now stood smiling at the people standing around her as theycheered, and echoed the chants she had begun.Even as the big ship landed not a mile off, its thrusters' backwashblasting great craters in the frozen ground as it sent icy mud flowingdown the hill, covering much of their own fields over, Marcus noted theearthen flow completely avoided the small deekal in the center of thefirst field."Don't worry," Sam told Marcus as she seemed to. Not too big, there was a maximum of five members as a rule. They called themselves The Black Doomsday Riders. The composition of the members changed regularly, with one exception. He and a pig named Brock Brody were there from the start. Brock Brody became his first Lieutenant.Life continued. Wherever they appeared something bad would happen within the next 72 hours.He became sort of a legend, strengthened by the fact that nobody was ever been able to catch him, he and his gang always seemed to. ”“I don’t believe that.”I thought for a second as she stared at me straight in the eyes, without moving a muscle.“Do you trust me?” I asked her.She didn’t respond, rather walking away back to the living room. FUCK.“And there goes my shot at revenge. I think they’re pissed though. Enjoy sex tonight.” I said to Matt.“Will do sire. Enjoy sleeping alone.”“Go fuck yourself.”“Yep. Can I borrow your lighter tonight?”“Sure bro. Just for you.”And after that, I went upstairs, grabbed my bag and pc, and.