I never even haveto squeeze half as hard as I can on them before I make them suffer..and ITOTALLY love to make them suffer. It's such a turn on to loo... down into aboy's red frightened face, running my long hair and large breasts softlyagainst his cheek as my sexy tanned thighs are caving in his defenseless gut.Then I love to wrap my arms around them and hold them against my body andwhisper sweet humiliating things in their ear. I tell them not to give up yetcuz it turns me on like SO much to. .fffff mffffffff ''''move your hands down like this ''''hold your knees and dont leave them or i fuck your mouth tied up''in the forest opening wide holding my knees i look up at my dad friends making me into a cock suckerhe was so big, so string, i couldn't stop a man like himhe made me feel like a looser, a small cock looser my lil prick out , he laught at it , little little cock he said loud ''repeat after me''''iam a little white boi with a tiny cock''''so i suck better black dick in. ..and a she went to ask me,"oh my god you pervert",she said immediately followed by let me in."Come on lets ride five-0 is in the back to a domestic dispute and they were dispatching more out so come on lets get outta here!" I pulled out the parking lot and headed to another a few miles down the road, she grabbed on to my dick and asked me if i had any coke. I pulled out a bag and a pen top and told her do her thang. She took a few bumps and started stroking my dick again telling me how big it. By this time I was matured enough to decide that I should a girl whom I will be loving. From few years prior to this point of time, only masturbation was common in my life from day to day. People and places changed but not that one.Moving abroad:I moved to US for higher education. This is changing point in my life. People I met did not know my Shy past. They know me a jovial easy going guy able express his feelings openly. Though I was, I never seemed desperate to friends and girls I met there..