I like that he takes care of me in little ways—buying me dinner or fixing my toilet. If someone mugged us, I know Ben would stand between me and the...guy with the gun. I like that. That’s who I am. I now know who ‘I’ am. It feels so good. I feel so confident now. This is who I am. This is what I like. This is what I want. But what about the ‘love’ in ‘I love you’? What is love? I told Josh I loved him. I meant it. I’m sure he meant it when he told me he loved me. But he wasn’t the man for me,. I thought to myself this isn't going to be easy—as I played the top about 90 % of the time. I reached up a grab dude by the balls, and gently tugged on them a bit—getting them warm and hanging loose. Moving up to his dick head, and swirling my thumb around his piss slit, caused him to jerk just a bit. I grinned a bit, and then opened up and took him in. His head was huge, and swelled even more when I got him good and wet, and started swirling my tongue around it's musky flavor. First dude was. Even though it was obvious what she was saying,and most guys would have reacted there and then,I was just kinda lost for words,But maybe because i was not getting it at home,it was having an effect and i began to feel the starting of an erection,Nothing happened that day,and to be honest i was in two minds whether to go back,but my ladder,and tools were there so that was not an option,The following day started off badly,I woke up with a raging hard on,tried for sex with my wife,but that met. He finally paused long enough for me to wedge the head of his cock into the entrance to my vagina. As soon as I moved my hand away he slammed his cock into me so hard I was afraid he was going to shove me right through the glass wall!I screamed as that huge cudgel battered my pussy. But it wasn't a scream of pain.GOD DAMN!! THAT COCK FELT WONDERFUL INSIDE OF ME!!I came as he was starting his second stroke. I have been on the edge for more than four hours. I experienced a dozen mild orgasms in.