I was on my hands and knees on the futon as he entered me from behind. He hit all the spots to make me squirm beneath him and as he began to grunt his...pleasure, I gave into mine as we crashed through the waves together. I drifted off to sleep with his arms wrapped around me and when I awoke, I was in my own bed alone. The mornings feeling of loss and loneliness felt so normal now. Life was routine as we both counted the days til she left. We made plans each night and the biggest was to give. ‘That’s what you do, you said. That’s what I want, too.’ Kat reached her hand across the space that separated us and that hand I loved so much caressed my cheek. As she touched me, my heart bled real tears. This was exactly what I had always wanted, but for exactly the wrong reasons and the wrong motives. ‘Kat, I’ve always loved you, even since you were a girl. Nothing would please me more. But not from spite. Please, darling Kat, turn to me for love, or not at all.’ ‘Michael, you big stupid. "I just don't know how I could get me such a pretty little thing, and have her grow up so ornery and mean," he said. "Doggone it, girl, I ain't never seen the match to you, with them blue eyes and that white hair and just built no bigger than a minute. So why is it that you can't do as good as you look?" "I try, Papa," I cried out. "I try to be good." I was shaking inside like that fellow had been shaking, holding me so close with his hand between my legs. But not for the same reason; I. “That looks better you have some room now”The engine started and we drove off to the back of the dark car park and parked by the hedge. When I say car park it was just a collection of loose stone compacted down. The club could not afford a real carpark, but then, we were only a small club. The stones causing a crunching noise as you drove or walked on it, a bit like walking on fresh snow.“Why have we parked here, what’s going on”“We are here because it’s well away from the buildings, and we.