Grinning I put the negatives in the one hiding place I had that I knew Sandra hadn't found, under a loose board under my bed, then took the prints dow...stairs to the living room."Oh, so you're back." Sandra greeted me as I entered the room "Did you get your pretty pictures developed?" Oh yes," I grinned "and I think you'll like them." Really?" she said in a puzzled tone.Grinning from ear to ear I handed her the prints, the top four were the pictures of wildlife I had taken, she looked at these. Megan walking from her room at the time to see the commotion, imprinted the images of Aaron being guided to the bathroom with blood dripping from his face. She couldn’t even imagine what would have caused such a thing. Aaron just couldn’t bring himself to what was really happening. He hadn’t thought about death since his parents went, but now he was being forced to think about the possibility of his own, even though the doctors never said anything of the sort. Megan reluctantly left to the. He too soon fell asleep. I woke to bright sun light..and his arms still around me...i looked up at him and he smiled * Morning kiddo* he said softly...i sat up and smiled..* Roxanne i need to talk to you about something..very important.* he said.. i looked at him worried pulling my hair back * Yes Chris?* * Lets run away together..* my eyes widened * But...your mom...and..my dad...they wouldnt let us* i said not in diiisagreance but not approval...* I know..we can do it at night, they wont. Frustrated, to say the least. She is really attracted to multiple men, many of whom are also part of the parish, but she will never have the courage to act on it. As a result, I hear her weekly confession about one man after another who she "lusts after in her heart" and an increasing number of "Hail Marys" and "Our Fathers" seems to be enough to keep her from adultery. I guess in many ways I have done my job and kept her from actually sinning.I know, I know, thinking about it is the same as.