I reached for her; I took her hands. I stopped shaking. It hadn’t been much but I was scared and I was angry.Amanda. Who the fuck was Amanda? What w...s in those orange capsules?It hit me like a speeding truck. I didn’t blame her. She didn’t know me any more than I knew her. I had lost memories of meeting her, let alone working with her, living with her, loving with her. We had a child together. Noel.Olivia and Rena had said I had become the same goofball but augmented with megalomaniacal dreams.. She had put on a black silk tight fighting shirt, and very tight spandex white pants. They were practically painted on. She had worn them a few times before, and I know she liked them because of the way they complimented her ass, and when she wore them, compliments she got."Geez Beth, why are you wearing those pants" I said. "We don't' know these people or what the party is going to be like. What if they are really conservative stuffy folks who drink scotch and smoke cigars and talk about the. Billy had used a condom and it was in the tissues, the tip filled with his cum, and I had touched it, gross, so much for that great idea. The sick person I am I kept thinking about that condom wishing I had one right now, basically I did have one although it was soiled. I get in trouble when I try to use my brain.Gluttony, it’s a dreadful characteristic; I am never pleased, I should have been ecstatic at this point but again I wanted more. Like it was a hot ember from a campfire I reached for. She leaked footage online. That bitch Shreelata!The next day she had a call to star in an English web series. She had to play an Indian who flashes her tits. And I know her English is terrible.I was very annoyed that evening. I remember constantly complaining about it while I bounced on my uncle’s lap while his dick was deep inside my pussy. “Don’t worry, Reeti. You are destined for much bigger things.”“What’s bigger than acting in a European web series? Some Bollywood actresses don’t even get.