I hoped that I was not about to be consumed.I freshened up and hurried back to my office. By lunch time we had worked through almost all of the files....There were only a half dozen left for this afternoon.At 11:30, Blake stood and said, "Come on. We are going for an early lunch. I want to beat the rush."I stood and grabbed my purse. I had felt relatively comfortable here in my office with Blake. It was my own little safety zone. I was nervous about leaving it. But it wasn't my decision to. Following on-line chats, I met with Mark, a very sweet young man of twenty-six, who enjoys sex with older, experienced men. I should explain that I am an older chubby guy, who never expected to meet with horny young guys. Wow, my luck was in with Mark. We meet at a local motel as I am a married man exploring his bi side. I was very nervous at first as I had not met with a man in years. I need not have worried. Mark stripped straight off once the door was closed, and I naturally followed suit.. It was wonderful, and I'll never forget you." She hung up without saying goodbye.Afterward, I still had mixed feelings. In some ways, I was very relieved that it was over. I had taken a huge risk, and it looked like I would get away with it unless Janice was a very different person than I thought she was. On the other hand, I had given up the chance for another opportunity to make love with her. My brain told me I was much better off; my body was disappointed and a little pissed off.I tried to. Erica smiled. My sister wasn’t the most clean-cut student on campus, but she had never had any serious disciplinary issues. She may have thrown a few wild parties when my parents left the house, but other than that, I wasn’t aware of anything.“Yeah well, I am not sure I want to participate in the program anyway,” Erica said.“I don’t understand?” Katie seemed confused. “You are a perfect candidate and an excellent role model for the pilot program. There is no one we’d rather have. The decision.