I arrived on the Friday morning before not telling her I was coming down all a surprise she greeted me with the normal hugs and kisses saying she was ...o glad to see me, I had booked her favourite restaurant for the evening meal during the course of the day we chatted and she was sorting through some old photos a couple time finding photos of dad and saying how much she missed him with a tear or two welling in her eyes but like always she pulled herself together till it was time to get ready to. I stand at the curb watching you go and wave goodbye knowing that I would catch up with you through the week for a lunch or two or a dinner and movie which we commonly do so we can catch up and spend time with one another. As I watch your car turn the corner I sigh inwardly knowing how much I love you but it can never be, I don’t think you are aware of how much you have come to mean to me. I slowly make my way inside and have a shower. While in the shower I can’t help myself I think of your. .. I was just wondering if that was going to present a problem for you?" "I shouldn't think so... Why? Will it present one for you?" "I honestly don't know if it will or it won't... "I mean, I'm really not sure. However, I can see where it might have the potential to become one." "How so?" "Well, to be blunt about this, given how much you and I like to cuddle when we go to sleep, I could have a momentary lapse in which I forget the fact that I'm still operating in girl motif. And, should. His clothes stank from use. A smell he attempted to hide with a generous dose of sprayed on freshness. He appeared to be around twenty-two or three, with wisps of red streaking the coal black of his short, feral mop of hair. I knew this wasn't his natural color. Even though he was shaven from chest to foot, not too delicately by the way, he was a mass of freckles. The only jewelry he allowed himself were a pair of large, clangy bracelets that he wore on his left wrist. Every now and then, as I.