As I get up I let the bulge in my boxers pass by at eye level and catch a glimpse of you staring at it. Standing at the counter I attempt to adjust my...elf but it seems somewhat pointless, the whole time you seem to be fixated on it. Sitting back down I tell you how much it had turned me on when that one day in Greenport you sat next to me while I jerked off. Watching you watch me was something I hoped would happen again for years to come, and still do. I often fantasize about the two of us. It means she knows our little secret. She knows all about you andyour little perversion. Yes, she knows all right. I could hardly haveher do your hair and not tell her why, now could I? I just couldn'tsurprise her with something like that. Oh, don't be so shocked. I hadto tell them something didn't I? Why I left you for three weeks." Them? You told someone besides Susan, Linda?" I asked in a panic."Just my friends, honey. I never said a word to your friends andfamily. If they find out it won't. My tits swing in rhythm, my nipples rub against the sheets adding to my insanity. “Do you want to cum?” he asks.“Yes Master. O please.”“Do you deserve to cum?”“No Master.”“Well at least you know you’ve been disobedient.” He thrusts into me harder and harder until I cant take it anymore. He fucks me until I am sure I am about to cum, right to the egde then stops. He takes his hands and rubs my ass then spreads my cheeks. He pulls his cock out of my throbbing pussy and places his head at my. I was willing to date these women and have sex with them but when it was time for commitment I always back away knowing they had been with other men. Damn! I didn't like being this person. I was two-faced and it began to bother me.My parents, God bless them, were always worried about me not finding the right woman. They probably fixed me up with a half a dozen dates, everyone of them a knockout. They would be so happy that I was dating these women. After a few months we would each go our own.