I was beginning to feel more than friendship for this special young woman. My lust had always been directed towards young girls but this young woman w...s as desirable as any young girl that I could ever have hoped for. My only fear was that Natty and Suzie might feel somehow shortchanged by Katy's presence.Katy was still gazing at me, saying nothing. I smiled and then pulled her face down and kissed her. It was meant to be a soft kiss with lips just brushing, to let her know that she was more. Not too much peak hour traffic which meant that I could cruise home quite happily with the music on, the windows open to let the breeze in and a chance to contemplate the events of today. I certainly would need some time this evening to share with Joan everything that had happened. I hoped the school meetings wouldn’t last too long. I was looking forward to a nice shower and love fuck with Joan later.I got home to find Joan had put some clothes on – a novel experience following her decision to. Nothing. Just another day in the life of me, I suppose. “Mad at what,” he asked me, genuinely curious as to what I was mad at. “Come on Abby, what are you mad at.” “I am mad at me okay,” I said in a harsh tone, pulling away from him. I could feel the hurt expression on his face, even though I could not see it. “Are you happy now?” “Why would that make me happy, knowing that you are mad at yourself,” he asked confused. “Why are you so mad at yourself. You did nothing wrong. Well not that I know. Afterwards, he was tempted to suggest the back seat. Her time with him was a declaration of independence from her father -- how independent did she want to be? Still, he was afraid of pushing her. She’d said no to him before, and she might be readier to say no to him in this mood. He wanted her, on whatever terms were available, and he was always afraid that she would decide no terms were available if he pushed too far. Still, in the front seat and fully dressed, she responded passionately to.