Colleen told me much of what you shared with them, and I was struck by several things. She says the boy whose body you inhabit was "killed" by his fat...er and you surmise that you two died at the exact same time, somehow causing your soul, for lack of a better word, to be placed into his body. I don't have any idea how that could be true, but I am old enough to know that the things I don't know far exceed what I can imagine, so I CHOOSE to simply accept it, for the time being.If you are. Strange — huh?I should have left right then - they would never have noticed that was ever there. Even if they did notice - a quick "excuse me" and hasty retreat would have been better than what I did. I did nothing. I stood there and watched.Okay, I didn't exactly do nothing. I touched myself. I pushed my hand into my shorts, under the elastic of my panties and into the unexpected wetness of my cunt. I touched myself to the rhythm of Beth's brutal fucking of Mike's rectum.When Beth grabbed Mike. E – Ya so.D – I think we should discuss something else.Then I gathered some courage and I asked him.E – Can you kiss me once more ?D – You crazy. This is not right Ellen.E – I never asked you anything.. and I am asking you only this.We argued on this for some time and finally he agreed to do so but was still reluctant. We stood up and were facing each other. I moved closer to him, hugged him and he hugged me back. Maintaining eye contact we kissed. I do not know how long we kissed but seemed. We watched TV and left a little later. On my way home, I couldn’t stop thinking about Jane and how badly I wanted her. I couldn’t believe she teased me like that! I went home, had a few drinks and passed out.The next night at work I get another phone call. It was Jane again. I really didn’t want to talk to her, I was still pissed about last night. She said how sorry she was for teasing me and asked me to come over to smoke. I sensed more bullshit, and told her no. She pleaded, so I made up an.