Lady se kaha me reday hu bato kaha jana hai. Usne kaha me terko ek ek karke cusmter ke yaha bjti rahugi tu une khush karti rahna.Friend ne kaha thk ha.... Lady ne ek ek karke adress btye diye friend jane lagi sabke pass. Friend ko kafi ajib laga ye sab karke par kya kar sakti the demand bhi to puri karnai hai.Lady ne kaha teri chut gand me dum to hai friend ne kaha haa.Uski chinta tum mat karo.Meri dost chudne lagi.Dost uske pass aee lady ke pass usne kaha kaisa raha phla din lady ne friend ne. “Humor me,” she says in the same tone, and now I feel happier; they speak to each other equally. “Aren’t you going to feel like a damn fool if he does? When he does?”“Oh, hell, girl, all right,” he says. “Double-blind. I’ll ask the questions, tech’ll be outside, soundproof room so he can’t hear, but he’ll read the tapes. Damn pain in the ass, it all has to be coordinated, but I’ll do it. That do you?”“Yes!” she says in a big explosion of air. “Irving, you’re going to be—”He will not let her. R Tur’s happy to see him. He has been worrying lately bout bills piling up. But the sight of his boyfriend chases away all those depressing thoughts.- You want a drink? I have orange juice and mineral water?- Can you give me a punch?- A punch? That is something for adults!- Yes, but today I feel like trying one.R Tur figures he too has to loosen up a bit, so he goes for two punches. Lime, rum, cane syrup and ice. He prepares two drinks and hands one to Scuford, then puts on some music. Mast. I parked in the parking lot, hoping he was not going to chicken out. The butterflies in my stomach were fluttering madly. I was so nervous I could barely sit still. Underneath the nervousness was desire.I have been attracted to younger men for some time, but never had I acted on it. I had picked out many from my everyday life; a friend of my son's, the summer intern at work, the kid from the hardware store, the guy in the rust bucket car next to mine at the stop light. I had no guts to follow.