" Do you know why Eric wants us to meet at the gym tonight?" Janice asked."No. I would suggest that you call him Mr. Robinson or Director Roberson," I...replied."He asked that we call him Eric, he said it makes him feel younger," Sly said with a giggle.They had only been gone to class a few minutes when Mr. Jackson and Mrs. Short from HR came into the office and closed the door."I saw on the security screen this morning that there are six students wearing ankle monitors that Shirley and I know. The last few weeks had been a rollercoaster of emotions I was barelyprepared to process now, let alone in those moments then. My mindfluctuated so hard every day between loving my new clothes and wanting tokeep going and accept my feminized persona and be Lily with Erin all thetime, and hating what I had become, wanting it only to be over andregretting that I ever had to be chosen in the first place. I loved mynew clothes and I loved Erin, but I was ashamed to love them like I didand I was. That all changed one day at a neighborhood barbecue where the liquor was flowing and I'd had much too much to drink. It was during a conversation I was having in the kitchen with the host, Jerry, that I foolishly confessed to him that as a young teen, I used to like giving blowjobs to my best friend. The conversation was about oral sex and he had just told me that his wife didn't suck his cock because she thought it was gross. He and his wife were black and he said that most black women. ??Komm mit!? befahl sie. ?Wir gehen ins Schlafzimmer.?Er stellte sich abwartend mit gesenktem Blick abseits, so wie sie es mit ihm einge?bt hatte, aber diesmal musste er nicht warten.?Na los!? dr?ngte sie und wies mit der Gerte auf den ledernen Hocker vor dem Spiegel, ?mach schon!? Dieses Dr?ngen geh?rte zum Ritual und Severin sp?rte, wie die Lust in ihm aufstieg und den kurzen, schwarzen Faltenrock ausbeulte. Gehorsam legte er die H?nde hinter den Nacken und legte sich mit dem Oberk?rper ?ber.