?And this is a picture of me now. ?However I still long to be controlled, to go back to the good old days when I knelt naked in a dilapidated warehous... as a group of gangsters beat me with sticks and burned my flesh with cigarettes. ?The mere thoughts of it make me horny. ?The thoughts of having to sell my body to total strangers. ?I want to find a master who can dominate me and who will abuse me and beat me the way I remembered. ?So I set up an account at collarme.com and my handle on that. My body instinctively tries to dislodge the obstruction and I gagg, he moves faster and my mouth is wet and overflowing with siliva. He holds my head up to get the last few inches inside my mouth. My mouth and lips are stretched and even his balls seem to want to hide insdie my mouth but there is just no more space.I want to please him, I have to please him, so I push forwards taking his balls into my mouth, my jaw feels like it will break but i keep moving forward till i only see the flat. Bhabi abb khari ho gayi, tab sasur ji ne bahu ko palang par bhitha aur dono tange khol kar unki rasili choot ko choosna shur kar diya , bhabi sisak ahh ahh oh oohh ee iisssh ahh jor se majha ahh raha hai, do din se pyasi huu, chinta maat kar meri nimo rani , teri doo dino ki pyas bhuja dunga, itna kakar abb wo palang par ahh gaye , payar se bahu ke mathe ko chooma pahir uski dono chuchuiyo ko kas kar dabane aur choose ne lage, bhabhi ne bhi jaan bhoj kar utejna dhikayi ki wo bhoot chudasi hai. I did not know what he expected me to do or what he was going to do, and that pushed a little fear up inside me. I had no plan for this kind of a situation. I had always expected my first sexual experience to involve breasts, smooth legs, and everything else I had come to expect from watching late night Cinemax. I had no plan that involved another penis outside my own and I wasn’t even sure yet if I was turned on by it. The moment drew out for a long time, but his erection never subsided. .