I think the reason Im feeling different about Ethan has something to do with this new kid, well, not him directly but my reaction to his reaction to m..... ok.. Let me back up. So theres this new kid. Hayden or Jayden or Aden? Whatever, theyre all equally dumb fucking names. I think hes literally 19 years old. He did the over-achiever highschool nerd thing and bypassed college, went straight to one of the hacker bootcamps. Anyway hes white and young and a boy, and he wears hoodies and speaks. ..?" I hesitantly ask."Officially, I can't say 'yes' or 'no'," Janet says. "But as you've toldme you already know... Yeah." And you know he's terrified of coming out?" I ask, smiling weakly as myfriend nods."And I know a thing or two about what that's like," Janet whispers."And I wonder whether Kayla feels the same way," I moan. "I know shesays she doesn't care, but as far as the world knows, she's an ordinaryheterosexual girl. They get wind that she's with me and she becomes-well, I dunno.. I was afraid to breach your restraining order, of course, but apparently your World Tour won over any lingering respect or regard you might have held for the man who devoted his life to your upbringing and the happiness of your mother for so many years. I easily avoided Elinor at the funeral, dazed as she was with grief for her husband.I only sent you the photograph after hearing that your crazy husband number five burned down your LA mansion when you decided to divorce him, and you announced. I reached out with my right hand and grabbed hisshaft and pulled it out straight. I leaned forward and slid it into mymouth. As I started bobbing up and down his shaft, he hissed, "Watch yourteeth dude."I sucked it for a few minutes when he pulled out of my mouth. "I can't dothis. Let's just wack `em off."That's as far as my first time went. A bit after we had finished cleaningthe puddles of cum off our bellies, I asked Tim if he would let me try itagain another time. He wasn't game, but.