You and Noelle, however, knew that you didn't just imagine having a mother and three older sisters. What you didn't know was how they managed to compl...tely and utterly disappear in less than a day. Your aunt Katherine obviously knew something, but after years of continually ignoring your questions and refusing to answer, you bitterly gave up on ever learning the truth of the matter. It still hurt if you allowed yourself to dwell on it, and you kept yourself emotionally distant from her and. On the other hand, Zaid was really horny by now, and he decided to take it to the next level. He placed his hand over my vagina and slightly moved it up and down.I gave him a look of slight surprise (we’d already slept together, so it wasn’t weird). Both these guys were turning me on, and I couldn’t control it anymore. Then suddenly, Rahul pulled down my dress strap to the side and kissed my neck. I completely lost it.My knees felt weak at the touch of his lips. I held his head and continued. Sometime they bleed, then I am allowed to either walk or scoot on my ass until my knee heals.There are four things I hate with passion that he does to me whether it's punishment or for his pleasure...cold water, cuntbeating, ass fucking, and hoods.I was told to wear a transparent blouse and short skirt. He took me to K-mart to pick out my own ass lubricant. In the aisle, he pushed me down to my knees and slapped me hard and pinched my tits. I cried out silently. This always happen when we go. What takes over is a sensuous languor everywhere - in my legs, my arms, my back, and...down there. When I'm in the water I just feel kissed everywhere. I don't swim competitively. If I did, I would probably just be possessed by striving, fixated on the goal, and I wouldn't indulge my goalless wallowing in my body-consciousness. And the few times I've swum in the nude, at the lake, wow! The water rushing directly against my skin, against my nipples. But that's not an option at the gym. So on.