"Excellent. Let's get some breakfast into our guts then we can get packed and head out. How does that sound?" I asked the group.We break up after givi...g each other one last squeeze and then breakfast begins.After breakfast we all cycle through the bathroom getting ready and for the first time in a long time, I didn't know what Ashlee had on under her clothes. This is going to be a very long engagement for sure.We pile into two cars and head north. Amber insisted in driving her car which left. Nicole shook her head. “Please, don’t tell me you’re looking for true love?”“What’s wrong with that,” I replied. “True love doesn't exist, look at what happened between you and Peter. You really think that was true love?”Again, Nicole was right. According to him we grew apart which I never understood. I never felt something was wrong until the day he said we needed to talk and then he left. Maybe that was exactly the problem, me not seeing it. Maybe I didn't understand Peter which created the. "Oh, gosh, I didn't know, I've never been, I just assumed, I'm s-sorry." I half smiled, half grimaced. Fortunately, it seemed she tookit in stride. She clapped my back and continued speaking to me, thoughI didn't quite catch what it was she was saying. I hung my head tosignify my repentance and hide my shame, though it only brought herperfect cleavage into my line of sight. I must have messed up againbecause I ended up staring and she had to snap to get my attention backto the conversation at. When I checked to see who called, it was my boyfriend I called him back and told him I was going to bed and he was fine with it. Sarah and my texting went on till almost 1 in the morning. It seemed that she and her new girlfriend had gotten into an argument and she just wanted to talk to someone. When I finally got the guts to send her the text she told me she was on her way. I didn't know what to do so I just sat and waited for her. When she got there she asked if I was sure I wanted to try.