But lately, even though my math work wasn't much more involved than what I'd done before, it was suddenly seeming really hard. For some reason it just...felt exhausting. I couldn't focus my attention on it for loing, and it had gotten to feel so unpleasant that I was starting to hate going to class.One time when I was back in Phys Ed, doing sit-ups with the other Pinkbands, I realized that I seemed to smell different than I used to. I craned my neck over so I could smell under my arm better and. "That was fantastic." Sarah said, still slightly breathless, "Nobody has ever done that to me before, not that I haven't wanted them to. I thought you said it was something you'd never tried before, you seemed to know what you were doing." I have, many times. I've never done it straight after cumming inside someone though." I replied."I see. So was it any different?" she asked."A lot wetter and a slightly different taste. Going down on a woman is something I really enjoy doing. I could stay. "She suddenly frowned and shifted her body."Jane, please... your arms back as they were." Ethan watched her takethe pose again. "You were saying..." Sorry, I don't like remembering what happened next. Jessie 'n Tobyhad some kinda fight. She k-killed him, but a jury said it was aaccident. The posse that came after Laura and Jessie brought me backfor a trial. _That_ jury said I was guilty. The Judge, he told me, Icould go t'prison for years 'n years _or_ I could drink the potion." I drunk. 0, valedictorian, wrote a speech that was later published for its originality, and there was no one at my party but my parents and my three best friends. And all of them could only talk about Victoria who had just returned from her first year at Harvard studying medicine. That was when I realized that it didn't matter how smart I was or how pretty or what I did. So long as Victoria did it before me none of my accomplishments mattered. My parents rolled their eyes when I was accepted to Harvard.