It all started coming together in my mind; the image of my mother the other night, her tearful apology and grizzly fate.I now understood what I was f...cing and wept in despair, knowing there was no choice but to accept my fate.*****The remaining three incense filled the room with a smoky haze; I wanted to be fully lucid. The window cracked open to allow fresh air to enter also lowered the temperature several degrees. I fought sleep until the wee hours of the morning and do not remember drifting. As you enter, you find a king size 4 post bed with eyelets already installed in all 4 posts ready to be used. In the corner, you find a sling stand and leather sling just waiting to be broken in and a side table with various lubes. Another side table in the room is full of candles, some already have been used, some brand new. On the same table, smack dab in the middle is a short vase with fireplace matches for lighting said candles. As David asks if you need anything else, he sticks out his. I knew for a fact that Nagesh was the perfect guy for this.One day I reached out to him and took him to his favorite restaurant for lunch.Me – Dude, listen, I have so much to tell you, but you shouldn’t overreact to what I say.Nagesh – All right, what happened now?Me – So you know that Asmita and I have been in a relationship for quite a while.Nagesh – Yeah, so what? Did you break up with her?Me – No, no, we are still together. Do you remember she has a little sister Priyanka?Nagesh – Mmm,. Michael and I had developed a deep emotional and physical connection over this time period. Our relationship was far more than sexual. We developed a closeness that only someone in our situation can understand. As August approached, I got increasingly anxious about leaving for the university. I did not know if I could force myself to end the relationship with Michael. I contemplated staying at home and attending a local junior college for a year. But when the day finally arrived, I knew I had.