I'm sleeping with him, he's not going to judge if I go whole hog.I opened the refrigerator, got out a container of ricotta cheese, and dumped a huge s...oop into the Midnight tub."What?" Jean-Luc said.I got two spoons."Don't knock it until you try it," I said.He took a bite. His eyes rolled back into his head. "Oh my God. This is fantastic." How does that song go again?" I asked."Which one?" You know."He looked at me."Oh."He put the tip of his finger in the cheese, put it on my bottom lip, and. You know..." A lesbian? There's nothing wrong with it, Laura. Times are changing about a lot of things." I don't know if my parents would feel that way about it." But, you're not sure right? Have you had any experiences? It's the best way to find out."I remember shaking my head at her and my eyes must have been really big because she looked lovingly at me, put her coffee down and put her hand on my arm. "If you wanted to experiment with a woman, I'd be happy to help you. I was married to a man. "George said, "No, this time it will be closed I have been trying to closethis deal for 6 months."Ralph said, "$500,000 is a good payday for 6 months worth of work."George said, "Yes you are right but still rehashing everything over andover."Ralph said, "Well, that is why you are paid the big bucks because you candeal with the difficult clients. I was just making sure you haveeverything under control."With that they were disconnected and George went and checked every roomand was satisfied that. I'm sure there are other reactions that would be less extreme,but my own reaction seems totally out of the question to them. Totalindifference, with my standard "Whatever" thoughts and utter silence toeveryone.... Right, that's me alright. Besides that, they have beenmaking government and school phone calls back and forth for severaldays, along with the doctors to see if there are any reasons or cures tomy situation. There was no explanation given at all however, and theonly result of those.