Not having seen you for all that time, I needed to know how you and Angie were doing. I called her up last week and we met for coffee. I saw in her ey...s how happy she was and the dagger was plunged back into my heart. But when Angie pulled out pictures of Ray, my heart just melted. She said she needed a live in babysitter so you could both finish up school. That would be perfect for me. A chance to be with the man I loved and to see him happy and content. So what if he wouldn't be fucking me,. “Do any of you know that Danielle had a baby?” I asked.Wide eyes from both Elyssa and Sherley.“Are you all shitting me? Did none of you hear what Mother and I were talking about last night?” I asked. “When you all came home?”“Not really.” Sherley said.“Nope.” Elyssa saidI groaned in frustration.“Our sister just had our first nephew. His name is Joel. She had him on our birthday. He is adorable.” I said. “You all should go with me over there today, and at least say hi.”Elyssa and Sherley looked. . and saw the intensity in her mother's eyes. She mumbled. "I'm sorry, I’m sorry" but she felt and strange surge of feeling for her mother. The pains as her mother twisted her hair seemed to make her skin tight, her body tingle. She was wearing a stretchy tee without a bra. It was warm. the tee had slipped off her shoulder when she fell and as Joan looked down on her, she could see her bare breast, the nipple hard. Suddenly Joan shivered and reached down to pinch the nipple cruelly between her. Writing this story may sort it out. Hazel was convenient and agreeable and she was the first. She lived next door and I don't remember what she looked like but her mother was big, fat and dirty - her top was always soiled from where her large breasts rubbed against things. Where we lived, everything was dirty. Perhaps that's why I saw Hazel as a willing partner in my sex play - she was dirty too. My house was on a tenement row, like a poorer Coronation Street. There was a vacant lot behind.