Sure, I’d heard plenty of promises about what was waiting for dorky virgins like me at college. But I had my doubts. It’s not like I would suddenl... shed this shyness. I would know I was a virgin, and worse, the kind of pervert who gets hard staring at girls in the middle of a party. Who would want to fuck me? I closed the pool house door in a rush, not thinking about the lock. There would be no willing down my erection. The second I stepped outside and saw Mandy or another girl, I would be. Greg: 6'1”, 220lbs, really fit based on the tight shirt and muscular. He played football and a “Running Back” and seemed friendly. His blonde hair and blue eyes gave him a look like he belonged at the beach. Michael: 6'4” tall, he looked like a cross between a football player and a cowboy. He was the biggest of the group and had tanned skin and large muscles. He stood to shake my hand towering over me, He looked like he could throw a Volvo. His legs were like tree trunks and I thought he must. " That's so good of you nurse." Not at all," she said with a cheeky wink and saucy smile, "that's what I'm here for."We dropped the role play, tidied ourselves and walked out of the thicket holding hands across the meadow towards the town. I came clean with Ella and told her all about my marital arrangement with Jan. She smiled and said Jan had already told her the previous week. They were on close terms, something I had never realised! "So you knew!" I said, amazed."Yes, I knew." And what are. I look over again. No, I’m not unsettled. I’m attracted. You see, I live a boring, efficient, practical adult life. I work all day, come home, make dinner, and go to bed. Sometimes I hit the gym. Sometimes I see friends. I never do anything crazy, or spontaneous. I’m always too tired at the end of the day. I don’t have time for men, or dating, so I pretend like that’s not something I need. But then, people like this movie theatre guy come along, and I feel my hormones rushing, reawakening..