" Yeah, I'm OK," I reassured her, locking onto her eyes."It's this, isn't it?" she asked, fastening the top few buttons on Dad's shirt. "I guess I'm g...tting a bit too casual about it. But every day you see the same thing on television, or on the street, or even in school, don't you?" Yeah, I guess. But you're my mother. It's harder to ignore." I cut myself a piece of the omelet."Are you shy, Adam? I don't know why! You're a great looking guy. You're tall. You're blond. You're on the swim team.. He knew she’d always sensed his attitude, and he was more anxious than ever to see her now, but he wanted to avoid facing her alone this soon. He would have to look her in the eye, and the last thing he wanted today was to risk her recognizing what he really was.The only reason he’d even bothered coming was to avoid spending the night in the house alone with Nikki. With the snow, no one was going to show up, but it was where he’d promised to be.He reached for the bag from the bath shop on the. When we got home, Peyton went up to take a shower while I helped Mom with dinner. Mom and I talked about my experiences in the Program over the week. She was proud that I had grown in the Program and was more confident with myself; not only with the nudity, but also with myself as a whole.She asked me about Peyton and I and how things were going. I let her know that things were going well and that she had nothing to worry about. I admitted to her that tonight would be our first. Like Heather,. ..Shit!..." I screamed. He grabbed both of my arms and pulled them behind me. He began plowing into me at full speed. " Is this what you want?....You fucking whore!...Take this dick!" He began saying. Fuck it was so hot I began rolling my hips making him go insane. One hard thrust in and he unleashed his fury into my tight ass. I felt his cream run down my leg as I collapsed on the bed. This is my Hell and he is the devil. When I walked in the door of the hotel room Mat and I were staying in I.