.. well I don't know how to say it, it feels almost normal youknow, I barely think about anymore, it just feels like it's myobligation," I said rather...plainly, too embarrassed to tell Melissathat it was me, and not Allen who usually instigated sex. "But it'snot really your obligation," retorted Melissa. "I'm his wife in theeyes of everyone else, so it is," I sighed. "You never thought aboutleaving him?" asked Melissa.The idea did cross my mind, but I quickly realised that not only didMisses. . one guy had taken the time to throw all the lawn chairs there into the pool and we giggled about that. Then we were silent for a while, just enjoying the quiet of the woods.Then Frank started talking about jerking off and how much he enjoyed it. John joined in and said that jerking off was his favorite pastime. Frank said that he bet he could cum faster then John or anyone for that matter.Nahhhh, said John, I can cum faster then anyone. Cannot, said Frank, I can cum in a matter of. “Yes, they were all very happy to switch the family dinners back to Sunday evening. Your sister is very worried about you.”“I know,” I said. “So is Doctor Mercer. I think everyone is just waiting for the manic episode or for me to be depressed. But I haven’t felt even a hint of my mood going off either deep end.”“Bethany said she felt you were too calm and holding all the emotion in.”“Damned if I do, damned if I don’t,” I chuckled. “If I lose control it’s bad. If I maintain control, it’s bad. All of a sudden there was a knock on the door, Mandy got up looked through the peep hole then opened it while standing there Naked. Looked over to see this Big Black man walk in she introduced him to me as Caleb, he came in said look like you guys are having fun! Mandy replied Ya join us, I need some really good fucking! Mandy then dropped to her knees, pulled out Caleb's cock, man it was HUGE at least 10", as round as a pop can. She took as much of it as she could into her mouth Caleb looked.