"Eric paused for a drink and to light a cigarette."You'll never forget who you were, and you'll always be able to returnto being that person if you wa...t to, without any problem. There'snothing in the suit of the programming that "locks' you into thatpersonality or makes you WANT to remain Holly forever. Everything youdecide to do will be of your own free will and without any unduecoercion of any kind. I need to stress that, because there's a lot ofrumors and untruths about programming and. One day on a saturday, ashika called me to come to her house as she was bored to study alone and so i went to her place. I pressed the bell and the door was opened by her maid. She was a hoot black chick in a great yellow saree. She was only a year or two older than me. She was dark, sexy and had great assets. Anyone would die to suck the nipples on her beautiful boobs. Then when she turned all I wanted to do was bite her ass. I controlled myself as ashika came in and introduced us, then we. I heard Calvin walk up behind me and wrench the knife out. Instantly I retched and threw up. ‘Let it out, buddy,’ said Calvin ‘It’s all over now.’ I waited to see if more would come, but my stomach seemed to have calmed down. He was right, it was over. Finally, I could relax. I sighed and knelt up, Calvin reached down and pulled me to my feet. ‘Sorry about kneeing you.’ he said. ‘Don’t worry about it,’ I said, ‘I’m just glad this is finally over.’ EPILOGUE 3 YEARS LATER The barren wasteland. I ran my hour and did about seven miles. I had stopped counting the laps and just ran an hour. I hated to fucking run. I always had hated it.It was seven thirty when I pulled into the gym and hit the bag for an hour. Since it was Sunday, I didn't have a real plan for the day. Reggie didn't say a word, he seemed to have something on his mind. He sat in one of the ringside seats and watched the guys in the ring punch and jab each other. He kept the time, but he wasn't really there."Something.