Kate Morisk nervously slipped opened Jake's door around 7am that Sundaymorning. Her unsettled condition was caused by two factors. The first was the c...ash. Ithadn't been a major accident - no one had been killed thanks to the quick reflexes of thepilot of her aircraft - but it had left her badly shaken and, coincidentally, had curtailed herEuropean schedule, leaving her the time to come home and be comforted by her lover,Jake. Who was the second cause of her nervousness. Kate knew about Jake's. We can relax the next few days as there are no more parties and such. Not much more for me to say now. I just want to enjoy my life.Last I wrote anything here it was day nine. Today is day two hundred and forty eight. So I guess I need to get this all up to date. There is in truth, little to tell. Nene and I are happy. Life has been good. There have been no real surprises. We see John, Susan, Bill and Jass at least once a month. Nene goes shopping with the girls on occasion and they seem to get. Besides she had once more manipulated to avoid my request to talk openly to me about her affairs as she had done a number of times before despite agreeing to do so.Sue’s ability to manipulate me and others around us was driving me away and yet she indicated she wanted me to stay. It was clear to me that her drive for extra-marital sex was not the only thing that she didn’t understand.I needed a drink. Sue rose and went to the bathroom. I got myself a whiskey, the first of many for that night.It. I think I’ll stick to cereal this morning.”I felt relieved as I pushed the plate with my egg away and turned to my plate of cereal. For once the food being gross wasn’t only in my head. The cereal came in little individual boxes with a little carton of milk that you could add yourself so that was good because I didn’t have to pour the whole box of cereal into my bowl and I could decide for myself how much milk I wanted.There was also a carton of juice. I’d gotten apple juice which I don’t.