" I can't really explain it dad. It's just something that seems to drawme. I really don't know why. It just happened and keeps happening. I'm soembarr...ssed that you know. I can't face this now. I've got to get going."John knew Paul was in a bad situation and that he just wanted to run. Sohe continued. "Paul please just stay here for for a few minutes so I cantell you more. First, it's OK. I'm not mad at you or grossed out by it sodon't worry. I know you feel embarrassed but try to relax and. NOW onto the 2nd point, and in your mind the more important one......the thing preventing you from talking is a bit, and the ropes holding your head in place are reins. You are hobbled so you learn to obey me. You are naked because as a pony-girl, you do not need clothing other than your dressage when you get that far. As of last night when you were picked up, you became Little Orphan, a pony-girl. You will no longer know freedom or the life you left behind. I chose you because I know you have. It started with flu-like symptoms. After a couple of weeks, people lost consciousness and never woke up.Now, ten years later, my world was empty.Right before things went to hell, my wife and I had been looking to move. The kids were all out of the house, and finances were improving. We were considering buying a farm and had found an old hippie commune for sale that had several buildings, three wells, and garden plots already prepared. Nobody lived there.When my wife died, I buried her in the. (Mindy) Have you done an Anne-Mal interview yet Carrie?(CarrieG) Yeah, I have actually Mindy :)(*Anne-Mal) Ah, but have you read them on *PLUG* Carrie's Pad!(Chrissy) So Carrie are you ever going to interview Mindy for your site? Mindy would you do an interview with Carrie?(CarrieG) Aw, it'd be great to interview Mindy! Just I'm utterly over committed, I have *so* much to do. It's getting rather desperate.:)(Chrissy) Oh fair enough. Don't overwork yourself hon. :((*Anne-Mal) Gee Carrie, why.