Mujhe laga share karni chahiye.jo mari zindgi ki bahu dil chune wali ghatna hi.main or mara dost hi sanju hum log bachpan se dost hi.uski bahan hi sum...n jo mujhse panch saal badi hai.gol chahra fig 36 24 38.mano kayamt hi.usko dakhne ka bad mujhe kai dino tak need nahi ati.usko chu lon to main pagal ho jata tha.who mara saccha pyaar hi.sach poncho to main usk name ki lakho bar muth mar chuka ho.use pane ki aag mare dil main hamasa lagi rahti hi.bat ek sal pahle ki hi.jab mare dost sanju ki sadi. Phir mai bye bolke nikal gaya aur bola ki agar koyi bhi zarurat ho toh call karna.Aise hi 1 week guzar gaya, bhabhi ne call kar ke pucha kya kar rahe ho, den mai bola abhi office mein hoon thodi hi der mein ghar ke liya nikloonga, bhabhi boli ki usko bore ho raha hai toh koi movie dekne chalte hai. Maine bola sure bhabi jaise aap bolo. Maine ek english romantic movie ki ticket book ki aur aake bhabhi ko pick kiya, omg she was luking damn hot,woh jeans aur top pehni thi.Phir theatre gaye aur ane. Some sort of an attack. A call to his sister. No, wait. A stagger to the door after dressing and grabbing things, so he could call for help from an unlocked house. Help having to break in wouldn't be good. Or had his sister had the keys?Whatever.So he was here now. Awake in the dark. Various things scanning him as doctors looked over hastily scheduled scans and tests. Mind free to wander.He didn't think he was going to die. That was possible while at home, alone while the universe betrayed him.. Holly had a strange sad look on her face. As we finished our food she reached across the table and squeezed my hand. "I think about you sometimes," she said. I felt a slight twinge of discomfort. I had felt more than a little guilty about what had happened between us and felt that in some way I had contributed to many of the misfortunes that had befallen her over the years because of the "affair" we had. I couldn't forgive myself. She was so much younger than myself. I felt that I had robbed.