Some of it is hindsight. I am so ashamed of my actions and my feelings from the time before the thirty days started. The thirty days were difficult bu... so guilt ridden."I had felt invincible. I was the star of the C-130 training. I was the hottest woman there with a totally hot guy who I thought worshipped me. What I didn't know was that he loved me enough to let me go. I also didn't know that he was enough of a person that he didn't and doesn't need someone to congratulate him on how well he. He looked at me and laughed. ‘I wouldn’t dream of it.’ We ate dinner at Lance’s house and then had cake and ice cream and then we sat and relaxed for a little while, allowing our food to settle. Almost an hour went by when Lance’s parents pushed us all out onto the front porch. Sitting in the front yard was a shiny black Chevrolet pickup truck. Lance’s face lit up like a Christmas tree. ‘Yes!’ he cried, taking the keys from his father’s hand. ‘Yes!’ he cried, again and then ran out into the. Dont call me a slag. You man whore! I yelled over my shoulder and I was shocked that I couldnt see him. Someone ran into me from the side, tackling me to the ground. You wont get away from me that easy. He grunted from on top of me – again. The other teens on the semi-full beach were now all looking at us. Get off me! I hissed, rolling around on my stomach in the sand, Okay bitch. You officially got sand in my bikini top and if you get it on my face. You will die. I dont mind licking it off. In. Ahhh... Thanks!.." Replied Adam already feeling the blood flush on his face while shaking Mike's hand (something that aleardy gave him a pleasant feeling)."Nice to meet you! Shall we make our way to the therapy room?" said Mike, guiding Adam through the corridor into a dimed light cubicle. Pointed the place of the hangers and the towels and instructed Adam to strip nude and position himself covered on the table. Mike then left the room and Adam followed the instructions positioning himself.