"NO!" I shouted and sat up, the sweat beading on my forehead and thedarkness I opened my eyes to strangely similar to that that had engulfedme in the ...ream.The door opened and a soft padding moved across the short space betweenme and the door. My eyes were shut fast. "If I can't see you, you can'tsee me" was the dream logic that coursed through my brain and I grittedmy teeth waiting for the inevitable. A hand touched my head and a voice,sweet and caring asked if I was okay.It was Lily and I let. Besides, as long as she didn’t get knocked up, I didn’t really care much about what she was doing when the lights were out.I came home from basketball practice early one night, our parents were still working. When I went past my sister’s room I heard music booming through the partially open door. I pushed it wider to tell her to put something on I wanted to hear but my words jammed tight in my throat. Fran had her back to me so she didn’t see me standing in the door as she jimmied and shimmied. Woh sidiyon pe chad kar dibbe nikal rahi thi aur mujhe nichhe de rahi thi, par achanak unka balance bigda or woh niche gir gayi, jyaada nahi laga kyon ki maine unhe pakad liya , par unke pair main moch aagayi, unse chala nahi jaarah tha, unhone mujhe bedroom main le jaane ko kaha, main unhe wahan le gaya aur leta diya, unko kafi dard ho raha tha.Unhone mujhe cupboard se pain relief balm nikal ne ko bola, maine wo nikala aur unhe diya to woh kehne lagi ki tumhi laga doh, unhone gown pehna tha ,. Now it was Saturday. I showed Hero my saddle, but he didn't seem especially interested. I was just excited to have it again. We worked with Sarah and her group for a half-hour. I'm really pleased how much the girls seem to like me working with them. They don't jockey for position, or try to show off, at least with me. When I came out of the ring, Rudy Self was waiting for me with his bunch of friends, all mounted."Morning, ' I said, tipping my hat. They all grinned like fools. What a.