I was completely drunk and could hardly walk. So he had kept my arms on his shoulder and walked with me inside. The smell of my armpits and the warmth...of my boobs were reminding him of Payal. I had told him that he looked smart. I told him that my tits were waiting to be licked by a man like him. I had forcefully torn his shirt buttons and slept on him. He told me that I pressed my boobs on his chest and kissed him all over. And, that the whole night, we both were feeling each other’s bodies. After that I finished with her each time the same way. A lot of times, she would let me fuck her deep, then lick and suck my cock, sit on me, then end with pulling me into her open mouth, until I squirted. Liz always went and got a warm wet cloth and cleaned me. After about two months and seeing her once or twice a week, Liz moved out to Loxahatchee and moved in with a dominatrix lady who ran her business out of her house. Liz was living out there and the Dom lady was feeding her business and. From then on we were back to the way it needed to be, the experience was almost like a healing to me. I was not aware then of my personal situations with depression, I was far too busy dealing with my man’s. I knew of his suffering, I never really knew of my own until much later. I am sorry to go into that, but it is true, and to understand completely, you would need to experience it. Yes, children just never came up, we had each other. I was like the child Ted raised, and he was like one I. She wished life did not make her feel so shameful,alienated,ans scared.Erica could she that the lights in the family room were still on as shesat there in the dark just outside of the beam of light filteringthrough the closed vertical blinds of the patio door. Erica knew thather parents were still waiting up for her. She glanced back over atRachel's house, her neighbor and long time friend. There were no lightson at her house.Gathering her courage, Erica inhaled deeply, trying to calm her.