It was going too well for me. I was right... About two days after this happened I woke up and went downstairs to get my breakfast. It was Monday morni...g, and I didn't really have anything planned. When I went to the kitchen, mom told me the bad news."Paul, you aren't going to believe this, but Karen and Jennifer are leaving." Leaving? What are you talking about?" I got done talking to Karen about and hour ago. Her mother is pretty sick, and they are going to have to go take care of her for a. John did you not think about the side affects of taking this stuff? She asked. NO, John replied in a rather loud angry voice. I just wanted everyone to see that I was not a loser, I wanted to get bigger and better for next season, I wanted to make you all proud of me again, he added with his neck veins popping and that fire look in his eyes. Cant you see what these drugs do to you John, You have never raised your voice to me ever before, These drugs make you angry and mean, DeRonda said to him. He was jumping way ahead of the game she wanted to play.“Aren’t you rushing things just a little bit?” she asked, demurely.“Oh, come on Melody,” he whined. “I heard about you and Lonny.”It was decidedly the wrong thing to say.Melody’s rage was instant and white hot.“If you believe that shit,” she yelled, “then you don’t deserve to get even as far as he did, and he didn’t get much farther than you already have!“Randy looked around. Her voice was drawing attention.“Hey, take it easy,” he said,. "Yeah, that one. So?" Well as I remember, Meg ... I think you were saying something about both of us being in our robes. And uh ... here we are." Oh yeah. I remember now, Mom. And I also remember you were just saying that you had been thinking about me." Right. Good memory, Kid. I did admit to that. Ever since that video ... which you still haven't told me about ... about who was on the phone with you." That's true, Mom. But if I remember something else right, I also think you were going to.