I'll slip up somehow and it will be over.I love my husband and I love being his wife and I can't see me living out my life with anyone else, but I'm g...ing to end up losing it all. I know it, but I just can't stop what I'm doing.I met Terri, Sue, Katie and Elsa when I pledged Sigma Sigma Delta. For the next four years we were known as the Gang of Five as we partied our way through school. If you saw one of us, you saw all of us. About the only place you wouldn't find the five of us together was. Don't you think?" Yes Daddy. Tie me up good and tight so I can't get away." Trixie had started to pant now. I yanked her arm so she was standing and then I pulled her to the bedroom, down the hall, forcefully. "You should be scared, little one." I grinned at her. "Oh gawd Daddy, I am!" What a good girl she was.***In the bedroom, Misty helped me tie Trixie to the two top posts of the bed. Both hands and feet, so that she was strung up as if for slaughter. I added two ropes to pull her legs. It left me scared of trusting anyone again, scared that they might do the same. So I needed to know if I could trust again. Not just trust a guy, but trust myself to find a guy worth trusting, know what I mean?”I shrugged. Again.“You’ve shown me there are guys worth trusting and I’ve proven to myself that trusting someone and being in a relationship with them doesn’t mean letting them do whatever the hell they like to me, no matter what. You’ve shown me I’m worth more than that, that I’m better. After a few months, he fell in love with me. I kept him in the "friend zone" of course because--ya know--he lost his virginity to my best friend; however, he persuaded me that he really wanted me and I saw how kind his heart was, so I gave it a chance.The following are how my fetishes came about: #1. M*mmy backstory:Ant lost his mother to an overdose months before we started dating. He didn't have a great relationship with his family and I was really the only one who was there for him. I was.